ばか！愛してる　<3

2010-04-30T12:12:00.002+08:00

My artistic koai

This week is full of ups and downs in school
Been really hardworking, trying hard to be punctual daily

An angel to help koai clean up his room :x
Hehe..

TGIF!!
Excited not :D
Loves many, come to think of it koai is working on Sat so i guess friday we should stay home

Driving lesson later on,
Waiting for a reply for the rp letter sian -.-

2010-04-22T14:56:00.002+08:00

Koai is busy working, i am busy fulfiling my to-do-list!
Going to school faithfully and eating on time
How i miss my koai dear :(

Went to fix my hair, rebonding and treatment cost me $249 o.o
Almost faint!!

Trying to catch up with the driving lesson,
Learnt 3-point turn
Followed by parking, would stick with parking till i'm ready for circuit

Need to put in 101% effort,
Must pass my TP by 27th May no matter what if not regret :x

Been doing well; except for the SMT lesson tml
I'll prolly get another freaking c
Cannot be late if not it's like 1.5; how cui right???

Parking lessons tonight and tml; gonna work on Sat
Expo 7-11pm :) with Cesy :D
Asking koai to fetch me, he agreed so happy hehe :x

Shall let him sleep more, he so poor thing work till so shag!!
Back to square one hairstyle; should i take bus/train??
Hmmmm..

2010-04-19T14:48:00.002+08:00

Facing life and death, I realised i just couldn't take it well enough.. After the previous nightmare; it instilled fear in me. The fear of losing someone oh so dear :)

I miss koai, he's working really hard right now!
I shall be a good girl; should not cause any trouble to koai

Ok! My hair is like in a total mess :(
I'm going to do rebonding prolly this week to somehow 'save' my hair!!

Koai promised to go out with me on Sunday
I was rather late, mistaken his joke and got really pissed :(
Really warm day; i took a longer time to prepare and doll up to see koai :p

XD

KOAI likes it ._.

Wait for koai to prepare and we head out
Had our lunch and it's as if we are dining beside the volcano :x

Make our way down to Town, it was a sudden decision
Intending to di siao darling, but she knocked off already :(
Oh my tian, wait for the turtles to eat at Lucky Plaza, indo chicken penyett

Had a long trip down Tamp for.......
MAHJONG!
omg, how nice.. Poor koai or rather SLOW koai!

Like so stone la, we played like a 3-4 hours mahjong; super slow!!
We are like tie somehow haha
And they are bickering; as usual :s

KOAI, wo men hao wu gu ah :$

In school now, this quality faci rocks! I'm like present can :)
At least she not so niao like the SMT!
Had debate for today's lesson LOL, really is scary!!!

2010-04-16T22:51:00.003+08:00

I've learnt that as time goes on, you'll take people around you for granted. Is it true? It's an explosive Friday today, people are in foul mood and just nice i get to step on their tail and get biten!

Major bang wall.

I guess i'm not doing things right, i seem to focus only on a priority. Trying too hard to...
Perhaps i'm only good at making people mad and upset.

Check-up... check-up...
The bell is ringing, i should do something about my health.

KOAI is working tml half day i suppose?
Poor thing, my precious gem
At the same time annoying; keep on oppose my motion tsk!

Still love him
(The anxiety, the fear, the stress and everything coming my way, please put on hold for me to get ready to face and battle it.)

Happy Birthday S.

2010-04-16T10:07:00.003+08:00

Things which we starts to do..
:)

When we are saying goodbye to one another through.. Msn
Came across the 'pen' symbol
We'll have an urge to draw it out..

Frankly speaking, it would be dumb to draw out 'ABC' where you could just type it out
But i guess it's who you draw to :)

What do you do when you don't have the icon you want to show??
Show your 'potential' LOL!

Hearts?

Or perhaps a hug? :p

Instead of 'abc', you could use some chinese characters!
In case you have some chinese baka; corrections are welcome XD

To emphasize that i should go to bed..
It's better to show it out :o

While you are playing with your love, they are just too slow in farming!
What do you do?
Kill all the heros repeatedly till you hit 100!

The other time, the photos that i took while eating lunch at Fig and Olive@ JP

Picture on the menu..

Comparing with the physical appetiser :o
baked potato with bacon and melted cheese? :D

Had their chicken chop with their special sauce and pasta!
Really filling

Last but not least, the lemon sherbet!
It's overflowing when it arrived, sour sweet oh-so-fattening!

School is bad, real bad
Reach class like 950 and marked late, so sad how to survive?
He niamed the whole day

Oh, my koai is like working :D
Miss him and i'm done.

2010-04-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

OH lord.
It's school tml i dread it :(

Ain't no motivation to get up early in the morning for it

Finally got my laptop format& upgraded to Window7
Winks*
Hope it could survive this final year

New classmates again..
My god, the thought of it makes me unable to sleep

2010-04-13T23:05:00.001+08:00

Moviesssssssss
:)

One ordinary couple. One little white lie.

Watched this with koai after the wasted trip to RP

2010-04-13T17:32:00.002+08:00

Seriously sian 1/2
Made the effort to wake up and get to school

It's still early!!!
but..
It helpdesk is like already full, the person suggest i come at like 8 in the morning
and add on that at that time it's quite pack already!

The world is getting so kong bo!
or is it Singaporeans are inheriting the kiasu genes well?!
Must get it fixed by Wed!

I shall wake up super early!! :/

Come to realise that, it's already not the password problem
I got the pattern wrong
Getting more and more forgetful -.-

Senile old lady :(

So today we made a waste trip; on the bright side we had Mos burger
and caught the movie Date night

Quite interesting

How to let it go? Tell me anybody?

My timetable's out, i'm in same class with.. nvm
4 days, 4 different class at W5 and W2

15/4 PBE311-1-W54D-C
16/4 PBE304-2-W55D-C
19/4 PBE333-3-W54K-C
20/4 PBE308-4-W26Q-C
22/4 PBE311-1-W54D-C

I had Wed off again :/

Activity
Timings

1st Meeting
9:45 a.m. - 10:30 a.m.

1st Study Period
10:30 a.m. - 11:15 a.m.

2nd Meeting
11:15 a.m. - 12:15 a.m.

2nd Study Period

(including lunch time)
12:15 a.m. - 2:15 p.m.

3rd Meeting
2:15 p.m. - 4:15 p.m.

Omg... i tio seng meng tet how? He's like anti me after everything -.-
Stress
Very annoyed by the laptop

2010-04-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

Ah..
It's been quite some time since i last blogged.

Was busy at work
Recently just took leave and rush over to JB with koai to attend funeral
It's really, really tiring

Reminds me of the pain of losing a kin
Can't help and tear by the thought of ahma; i miss her much

Poor koai,
Help me fold all the incense paper and took care of me

Keep ask me to drink the 'reverse osmosis' water
Like disgusting la..
Didn't really slept well

I guess i'm lack of rest, been feeling giddy
Strangely, i'll be alright after eating laughs*

Keep playing PSP, recently wanted to play back NDS lite :o
Tml i'll head over to RP and send my laptop to IT helpdesk early in the morning!
Hope i find the place and there's slot!!!

*prays hard*!

With koai of course; though he gotta sacrifise his precious sleep :x
Oh and cheque in my pathetic pay :/
Took like almost a week of unpaid leave :(

Can't make a fuss;
Important matters :x

Koai received his letter, he's like happy :o

Had a swim with koai ytd, crowded pool; didn't had the mood to continue
I only swam 4 laps; the other day we chiong 20!
Madness

This time round i was short of breath,
Perhaps it's due to me not having any intake of foooood~

Had this phobia of kneeling down, omg
All the chanting and kneeling is really 'memorable'
Chou koai happy happy sit one side don't need to do anything qi!

School's starting *soon* :D
At least not on Monday it's on Thursday; after my laptop's up
I shall go check on my semester's details!

A living experience

2010-04-05T02:24:00.002+08:00

Back to Verista for a day and realised the next day was Good Friday :o
It's a holy day
Went for a hair cut, totally cut my hair short :/
Like my god o.o

Had a swim
KOAI swam faster than me :(

We completed 20 laps and koai don't believe me;
I still think i swam extra :x

Tiring,
Went nearby to buy dinner and desserts :)
Slept early while koai stayed up late as usual..

Was like addicted to the puzzle quest game on PSP; kept on playing
Till now i still can't siege the stupid silvermyr tower!!
>@

Had KFC for sunday brunch :D
Totally fattening ttm, koai had a nap while i kept trying to siege :/
Prepare and soon it's time to buy dinner

Oh and we cooked a horrible fried rice inbetween!
You need some improvements! :p
And i almost totally forgotten that i've got driving lessons
Lucky the instructor called and delay an hour!

Was rather tired and i fell asleep
Reach home at like 2 with my low batt phone; horrible

Gotta unpack tml when i get back
Stomach is feeling a little uncomfortable, guilt guilty guiltyness ^o)

Gonna hit the sack soon!
Work tml lucky it's tagore but i've got to way like to the end -.-

Deeper understanding that it ain't easy to live with one another
There's more to learn
and long way to go!!

BED!

2010-04-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

After trip as fatigue as ever..
Lucky days..

Had a treat over Jurong Point @ Fig and Olive by ST group (last Friday)
Lunch with boss on Wed (last day at NTU)

'New' start over at Verista
New members all over the office assembling all the parts of the machines
As for me..

I get to do up all the crimping of wires and stuff
The fact is that it hurts!! >@
Like !@#@#*#@

Had lunch beside Causarina, heavy rain ohmy..

Ask koai to pick me up; my feet suffered serious trauma after the Genting trip
It's a torture to wear shoe almost the whole day!!

KOAI is playing dota beside me :D
I'm trying to update while i'm still not too lazy! :o

Met Cesy at thomson the other day, lol
Such coincidence..
Miss the days where we chill and mj and club? o.o perhaps not club anymore..

Gonna hug feifei to sleep (my baby pooh)

Good friday means no work :D
Ohmy.. don't need to wake up like damn early to get to work so happy :)
Early plus 'long' weekend

Tomorrow would be a busy day!

I would want to go for a swim, try to cook a proper meal& probably a haircut?
Perhaps a change in style
Getting a bit sick of my hair.. recently i find it more and more irritating

Argh..
Indecisive! Can't make up my mind cut or not/ cut what how where when who
So hard to settle down and decide which look..

Ok enough grumble!
Looking forward to a wonderful weekend i hope :)

//come to think of it.. mama's flying off soon and i haven't seen her since last sunday
Missing her sigh :(
Just don't know how to treasure what's there for you; dang..

First trip with KOAI

2010-03-30T22:19:00.001+08:00

Head over to darling's to sleep the night before the trip!
Met up koai and bus to tamp :)

Tried to sleep, my mind was wide awake
KOAI just stared at the ceiling o.o

Like holy woke up @ like 430 in the morning!!
Madness..
Prepared and head over to Mc.D to have our breakfast with our barang!!

Flag a cab to golden mile complex;
Just a moment and we're up the coach to begin the long, long trip :o

Seriously..
My laptop is like gone, it's time to send it to IT helpdesk..
Find me time!
ARGH :@

-Decided not to upload.. blogger's such a jerk!

2010-03-25T10:48:00.001+08:00

Oh boy oh boy!!
Like a little kid I can't wait :D

Slowly approaching weekend *grins*

Koai's such a sweetheart, made the effort to fetch nienie this few days. Partly due to the fact that I'm sick..

But still normally he's lazy to get out of his house!! XD

So he's my sugar these few days :)

Feeling blissed with food to eat whenever i'm hungry :)
Hearts KOAI :D

Been at work @ NTU, hell far from my house :(

It's like draining all my energy just by sitting in the train; zzz monster!!

My work here would be ending in just a few days, taking leave on Monday and Tuesday so Wednesday would be the last!

April's coming soon..

Gosh! Think about it makes me feel kinda depress.. School would be starting on 15th

Was wondering what it would be like to work with KOAI *imagines*

Gotta find jobs ah..

Sick that I've no aim and plans for the future, too comfortable I guess..

Went to work without my phone ytd, it's like holy!! People started calling me and woke KOAI up :x

I fell asleep while waiting for the time to pass.. Till 2am

KOAI was finding and waiting for me :(
I'm sorry!! Love love ^^

Done a pack list and to be continued menu with KOAI; but I'm more concerned about the last page( which is left blank)

*hints hints*!!

Need to get back to work though I didn't do anything yet; wireless just kept me surfing fb and other interactive platform to entertain myself :/

Love my man, KOAI :)

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2010-03-22T12:32:00.001+08:00

Sick over the weekend, I guess i'm taking it to hard to myself
Come to think about it; it ain't worth the attention.

Touched; my darling found me pills to eat
Retribution for not taking care of my health thus fell sick, had a high fever 38.5C

Whole body was aching like hell, felt ever pathetic and sick of my life

For years I've told myself that it's futile to bother about anything, building the defense wall protecting myself

I suppose knocking down the wall ain't a wise choice?

People just say whatever comes to their mind and blurt it out without filtering them with their rationale; before they knew it they already broke somebody's heart.

I'm that stubborn, that obstinate
I hate it when things don't go my way, I hate it when people don't believe me

I hate it when people waste my time and thinks it's no big deal; proud-being go lick the floor!

Had the longest sleep ever, woke up clear minded and a little ache

Won't die if I go to work eh?
Though I'll be late

Finally faced the fact that I should tie people to myself; in the end nobody will be happy with it

I'll just let it be
Loves KOAI

一颗心能伤几回?

On the bright side, the month is ending soon time to go holiday with my lovessss :)

Theme park with KOAI, let's sing 'I'll survive'!! -.-

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2010-03-17T10:41:00.001+08:00

It's another day at work(nothing special just that I'll be rotting more than ever)

Ok I know rot and get paid but hey at the end of the day you can't expect me to write in my report 'oh I learn how to rot'?? Not right eh..

Now that it's Wednesday it's driving day :)
Poor cesy failed her BTT; it's ok try again I send you the useful app if you need it!

Getting more and more late :/
Just happen that I am not the routine base kind of person it kills to do things repeatedly daily it's madness.!

Craving for some mj :D
Shall be a good girl and sleep home though I'll miss feifei and koai :x

Counting down... *mind power-*

Well I guess some people just won't learn, feels ever so comfortable and not bothered by their irresponsible behaviour and their lack of urgency.

Do they have any idea what is the situation??

It's ridiculous and not something I can tolerate, stuck up attitude without any bit of guilt and being so shameless!

Therefore to avoid getting pissed off and distracted, the solution is to let it be; but of course there's always a price to pay.

Using ugly language would only make myself feel disgusted.

Just remember this geography teacher 'miss lee' her favourite quote (you all must learn how to be automatic, don't wait for me to say then you do) that's not the way!!

A round of Dota though I died even if I'm not supposed to koai still managed to pawn them with KOTL

Farm ultra fast; I'm just too horrible :/

Therefore koai need to learn and like(love) mj to play with me; though he didn't requested me to Dota I still play cause I want to reduce the gap between us :x

Love my koai wonder if he's sleeping :)
Start work at 11 I shall surf more; might be working with cesy; see how it goes

Days in NTU is ending in a week and half.. Shawn it's time to get me my leave app form!! Roars :o

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2010-03-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

Everything is fabulous with KOAI.

Seriously i don't like animals, went Jason house to mj and the dog like hyper running around
I'm like PMS and i don't like dogs to touch me( like inhuman pls -.- )
So i broke down in tears

KOAI was laughing :(
he loves dog while i don't; he's not gonna have any dogs in future!!
NEVER :@

Bought myself a SONY camera @ the IT Fair 2010

It was like super crowded and stuff; at first i wanted to buy NIKON but i don't like the salesgirl :p
So KOAI bring me to another side

I realise i'm against a lot of phrases that is used on me
Just like have injections, the substances(words) just fall through my body and result in rejection and everything goes haywire

Sensitive as can be; becareful with your words!

Count down exactly 2 weeks from now till Genting trip with KOAI and darling co.
Muahahha..
Looking forward as this is the only chance to go with KOAI :p

Te quiero :)

Funny instructor; called me like over 5 times to change the timing :/
It's rainy day!
How how? Got to be extra careful ah :(

KOAI would be busy today bah..
and i had the strangest dream of speeding over 130km/h on the road

Now having my duck rice without the duck :p
Had alice in wonderland with KOAI; don't quite understand but i like the characters' appearance
Is your name 'Erm"? :D

2010-03-10T17:11:00.001+08:00

I ***** you!
Let's wait and see.. Hehe loves!

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2010-03-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

Giddy day at work!
Was being such a blur queen i left my itouch at home bringing out only the charger
How sweet?

Days just swept past
It makes me feel like time is running really, really short for me!
Kinda tense actually..

Spending time faithfully with my love
How nice of him to roam with me :D

KOAI actually agreed to play mj with me! XD
Uber happy!
It's like his 3rd time touching all the tiles; hehe more to come(i hope)

Monday blues?
Not really, i kind of just monitor the system and i brought along KOAI's PSP
Watched the 'How I Met Your Mother'

So eggcited!
I'm going on a holiday with KOAI, darling &co.
A short trip to Genting

Such a sweetie, accompany me go :o

I hope it's a wonderful trip; haha like 'sua gu'
The last time i've been to Genting is like maybe 10years ago or more
No theme park, just a hotel room full with kids :/

Anyway,

I am so glad and pleased that i've KOAI by my side
Always following my stand
Not forgetting that i'm having my driving lessons; i will persevere with pride
Get my license and drive KOAI :D

Now it's DOTA !!
RAMPAGE XD

2010-03-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

spending my days with koai :) felt blissed and ever so loved. heart all the times where koai will fill my tummy whenever i feel hungry :D it's so peaceful to have koai by my side and wake me up in the morning to go to work. been real bored at work, drew a piece of paper for koai; that's first draft till then koai will produce the second draft by sunday ^^, we'll brainstorm on how to plan our masterpiece!! oh i went for my first lesson and i did pretty ok? i guess haha :x koai thought i'll stall many times :/ shall book my TP after a few lessons determined to get my license by May hehe :D now that i'm at work there's nothing to do; shall chat with koai later! for now i'll just rest :)

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2010-03-02T19:57:00.002+08:00

Chance upon Jason's & Anthony's birthday
Had a very heavy supper
(dim sum)
With the two who can swallow a dinosaur down :/

Eh..
Before that went shopping with KOAI :)

Followed KOAI

Such a sad day cause following day i gotta work;
Been very slack at work
Just that we have to endure the super hot weather :(
(oven you know)

Friday after work head home rest a bit and prepare to go PH with KOAI
Thanks to the RWS
Traffic was totally terrible, so difficult to even cross the road

Being attacked violently :(

Cab home with KOAI first as we were tired;
KOAI send me home and went for i forgot what :/

At night saw KOAI, feel kind of down and wanted to hug him badly
Work is like jumping around NTU and Tagore

Monday finally done with my PDL
Practical will start this coming 4/3/10; shall request for all the available slots and chiong
Ask him book TP too!

Hope i can let KOAI be the first passenger :x

Lub lub*
KOAI accompany me down to Queensway for a walk
It's tiring, to bear and contain all my thoughts; let it go!

2010-02-21T20:59:00.003+08:00

Start of the weekend

Lovely saturday, got up early in the morning
Receiving Precious' call
Quick bathe and bus to hub :)

Punctual nienie :p

Reached before Precious, muahhaahaha!
Head up to bank-in cash and off to foodcourt

Had my korean bbq chicken
Precious had lor mee(bluff me and say it's ba chor mee )

Went cheers to buy mineral water
Rush to take train and catch my boat!!

Precious keep say i'll miss the boat :(
qi!
Reached Marina Bay walked to the bus-stop for 402

Was kinda lost at the pier, found the booth and bought the ticket!
We're heading to Tortoise island :)
Precious keep laughing at me, cos i'm scared of water& feel giddy

Board it, didn't dare to move
-.-

Welcome to KUSU island :D

On the way to the temple, we made a wish at the wishing well
Hehehe.. i managed to hit the bell with my coin :D
Prayed at the temple

Walked a long flight of stairs up to the malay temple
Stroll along the sea?
There's also a tortoise shelter :O

Ask Precious to take picture with the tortoise statue
(actually tortoise is not that wols)

On the trip back, had a nap

Missed the bus stop and went all the way to Shenton Way
Clever Precious,
Don't want cross the road; walked all the way to Tanjong Pagar
Like oh my god

Both exhausted
Settled our meal at PS Swensens; dessert we had topless 5 :D

Bused home with Precious
Chatted for 4 hours(he claimed i cheated him of his time)
and Precious sent me home

---

Both my legs are aching :(
Cab down to ION to shop, bought a skirt from ZARA

Walked a-l-o-t!
Had starbucks to take a rest
Finally cab down to Thomson Plaza to lou yu sheng for dinner!

A decent meal :)
Finally home, now my KOAI gey siao opps never see my calls
Still go play dota don't play with me!
hmph >:@

edit.
KOAI dota 2 rounds with me and use his techies and make explosive lub lub for me :p
He's praying now,
I guess i'll go to bed
Gotta go to work early in the morning; shop with KOAI after-work? :o

2010-02-19T17:28:00.002+08:00

Felt the loneliness
&boredom of course over at the other side :/

Out to Canto Sparks with KOAI and co.
Much of an age-gap
Totally is back to those techno-siao days

Stayed there for awhile
Head over to Dragonfly :)

KOAI was a good boy!
He didn't get himself drunk laughs
Was tired went home half way through..

Didn't really get to sleep, gotta pray grandma early in the morning
It was totally smoky and warm!
Head home and began to do spring cleaning
Yeah it's like a day before CNY -.-

Really exhausted!

It's just mahjong day and night o.o
Not a poker face

Soon it's time to head over Msia
Torturing
Absolutely nothing to do, without wireless nor usable hp line

Really miss my KOAI in sg
Be thankful you're in this holy singapore!!!

Gotta start work eh zz
Received the IEP letter argh.. so soon.. :(
22feb till 9apr

KOAI's swimming his 20 laps to build up
and he promise to bring me to tortoise island :)
We shall see!

Watch cruel temptation!! and many more dramas

2010-02-12T18:02:00.002+08:00

Ahh....
Haven't been blogging often, going out almost everyday

Finally finished all the tests
Which marks the end point of my year 2 life :/
Getting old-er!

It's like holiday :o
Didn't go school so it turns out that my drama(s)
have been put on hold :x

KOAI accompany me to play dota,
Still very patient in waiting NIENIE to farm

Recent super long game;
NIENIE rampage!! First time in my life LOL!
KOAI wait till lao le anyhow run in the map.

Few shopping trip is like all in vain
Didn't get what i want
Only got a pair of pretty shorts

And.. after CNY mama's going for a minor operation

Oh
Kind Mel and YL accompany me to Tamp IKEA to buy my jar :D
So nice, then i also got myself a STARfactory card
Played the bball machine
182-158

We lost to Mel :/
AFter that head in for the movie 72 tenants

Bus all the way home such a pain, been having rather bad sore throat
Going to be voiceless soon
Feel like staying in SG for CNY but i miss the food there :(

Gave KOAI his watch and hand-made cookie! :D
Then he rush off to meet his friend for dinner

Ask mama to buy me food
LAter on gotta go out again to meet KOAI
我.. 好爱. 好爱.. 我. 的可爱...!

2010-02-08T14:04:00.002+08:00

Met up with Ces for mj on Saturday after fetching my mama
Rather long night
Had supper over Thomson too

Keep thinking that something's wrong;
Couldn't figure out what exactly went wrong :/

Perhaps it's me being paranoid

Sometimes it's so hard to control my emotions,
Tried to suppress your feelings but then it's like exploding from the inside
Very contradicting feeling

Feels constipated.
Zzzz

Shall meet up Ces soon, and then do something constructive
and recreational :o
It takes some skill

Later going off to school for e201 test
Before that acc mama to the clinic
When is my check-up? :(

Tick tock, tick tock
KOAI's still happily playing his dota w/o checking his phone
Go marry dota!!
QI >;(

2010-02-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hellozxzxz
I've been feeling sick and am sick, how great
All koai's fault

Passed all the virus to me
Almost died writing the notes for comms UT3

Skipped class :(
Been eating food that i dislike(those i bought), wasted
Like koai's cooking more

Perhaps cause' it's self cook o.o
Love koai
Always cook for me when i'm oh-so-hungry :)

Was rather distracted earlier in the noon,
happen to take the wrong bus!
Went all the way to Mandai

It was a super duper hot day(ok fine everyday is super warm)!
Gotta walk one big round to get to the opposite
And the bus stop are not facing each other

One is further up, the other further down -.-

My god..

While walking next to me is like the forest jungle
Full of trees, veins and roots and leaves
and creepy crawlies!! :(

I suspect a snake followed me :x
LOL

Luckily i saw bus138 so i alight, finally got home
Rest at home
Had a bath, feels so great :D

Willie came by,
omg I feel so old can like a decade apart :/
Took a photo with him

He's going back to ShangHai with my aunt&/uncle?
While my mama's on the way back to SG!
Whole day flight, oh god

She's landing at night
Let's see what she brought/bought back :)
koai dota with me recently, -random all and i suck at almost everything -.-

Koai's cooking noodle
Awaiting for his call, and hey i got a 8.30am test
*faintS!

2010-02-03T10:36:00.002+08:00

UT3 is on the way
Mama's flying back
Holiday is just in another week's time
CNY is approaching!!

All cramped together, tsk tsk

Oh i'll probably like seriously going for a check-up soon
With my mama when she's back

KOAI is cooking for me!
Muahahahhaha :D

Mix feeling, lots of things are coming to an end and awaiting for a new beginning
But first, gotta work harder for upcoming test!
and.. fetch mama :o

2010-01-31T19:41:00.002+08:00

My mickey looking smiley black box with LEDs is working
:)
Fixed the thing
Forced all the components in and screw :p

Didnt go to school on Friday
Stayed at KOAI's to watch drama, Liar game& FQYAK

So tiring to watch Liar Game
Camp all way till bout' 12 then sleep
Dota with Rob :D

Woke up and told KOAI to find time to go Tortoise Island :)
Came across it from a web
Met KOAI in town

Had chicken rice for dinner and fruit juice after that
My feet were exhausted
Sat at the bus stop :x

Board a bus to PS
Didn't find any good movie slot

The night seem to be the worst ever, and i lost control of my emotions
Hate it when i can't do anything bout' it :(

Head over PH
It was overcrowded, entered Dfly with the rest
Great night, i act like a SZB :/
And awww..

Somebody's drunk
Yes! It's my KOAI; took so long to send him home -.-
Still able to survive

Both of us vomit like shit! :(
I was alright, don't know why he ended up so drunk o.o
From what i rmb, i thought i drank more than him :p

Fun Fun..
Another outing soon on 12 Feb :/

Took care of KOAI, bought him his Kentucky!
Now i'm home
Shall watch my FQYAK- fu qi you an kang, later on gotta bring KOAI the straits times

Time to drink some water!

2010-01-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

Choose module- check
FYP - check? don't wna think about it so headache
Lesson has been great,
Did absorbed the essence of the lessons :x

Free day 8
Gna go out with KOAI later on :D

Oh,
New interest, Patapon2
Let's be patapon king& queen! :)

So bored, gotta settle down and find mood to study for final test soon
Thinking back
I guess i'll just see how it goes for Friday

Why worry so much?
There's this anonymous person who keeps calling; irritating -.-

Placed order for something that is impossible to get
:/
I miss many people!

2010-01-25T09:33:00.004+08:00

Mahjong night,
Won with negative chips to positive chips!

Rest awhile and chat with Precious
Had a bath and head out
Watched Ugly Betty :o

Bad, bad Monday!

As usual, it's a bore and before i even step into the class
I yawn like mad :(
Today learn polynomial
Me no like, reminds me of intensive Bala A-maths o.o

Gonna watch AC maybe HMSH too
Oh, i chosen Mobile comms as my another core module and
Quality Management as my FCM

My KOAI learn before too :)
Love Love*

I want KOAI, i hate myself; study for UT3 anyone?
I wish i let myself sleep more
也许是我靠得太近，所以你看不到我

2010-01-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

The day I thought i'd just died

First of all, I'm late for PCB class :(

Alright so like last week we were suppose to do the design so here it is

Wanted to do a 'K' but it just don't seem right to me,
Rearrange the dots and ta-dah!!

So went to the next class and get the wires ready and drill!

After we fix in the LED and switch it looks like this,
One hole abit off cos the cover flew :x

Interior of the box, components yet fixed;
Next week gotta solder them
(The wires are a pain to get them done, my fingers and palm hurt A LOT!)

Following day,
KOAI lai chuang die also don't want get off the bed :(

Went to class at 11am
Totally late to the max, was doing the worksheet like hardworking
Ask faci this and that
(See i can get what grade bah)

Rushed for nothing lo,
Angel and i were totally so innocent; victim!
Hate miscommunications!

Head home after McDonalds

Changed at home waiting KOAI to fetch me for movie
'Law abiding citizen'

Well,
Life ain't fair for him, watching his wife get stabbed and raped, daughter killed right before his eyes; all tied up feeling helpless and the person got away with it

Anyway, I just hate the prosecutor -.-

Pretty Saturday,
KOAI brought me to Pioneer to play water!

Fun, fun but definitely scorching hot
Had dinner over Pepper lunch, KOAI say i eat like a kid :/

Trained back home and surprise :D
I got my parcel of clothes hehe love them

Feels great to have new members in your wardrobe :)
Love KOAI!

2010-01-20T18:12:00.002+08:00

Attend school diligently :D

Lessons's a bore; and I realised i have nothing to say in class
Oh did i mention the stupid heater?
It *boom-ed*!

I thought i might die or disfigure D:
Saw the sparks and inhale the toxicating smell

Faster change and ran to KOAI
He laughed at the whole incident :(
QI!

Tuesday learnt about Optical Fibre, next would be GPS
Had something to say
As it's my so called favourite Physics

It's time to choose FCM; freely chosen module
Have no idea what should i take

KOAI brought me out for movie; didn't call me and i woke in shock
Supposedly meet at 9, i woke at 9
Thought the whole meet-up was a fake :/

Rushed down
Just in time made it for the show 'The Blind Side'
Love it :)
A great movie, fantabulous :D

Head over Mac for a meal and sundae,
Stroll home with KOAI

Wanted to go for another movie but it ain't available
Catching Law Abiding Citizen tml! :)
Walked around central

My KOAI ai mei worrrrrrrrr, Go buy eye roller
Brought him for face threading
All he said was: 'I'm so gonna kill you' after threading :x
Poor thing
(nienie later on then mask for you :p )

Gonna send picture, and looking forward for the upcoming job :)

2010-01-17T13:55:00.004+08:00

Bery, Very, Hery tired after long day of intensive DE2
lesson and UT2
Totally exhausted, survived the trip home

Wanted to watch my TV!
Too shag to sit there so i went to bed damn early
Woke up early in the morning

Stoned for a few hours,
Logon to do my RJ and dialed Precious who was in the hospital
(evil brother!!)

His brother was doing IPPT and fell,
which somehow dislocated his knee o.o

(KOAI would be laughing at him for a long,long time!)

Head out with Sis to central for brow trimming, had our meal over hub I had Korean BBQ chicken and KOI milk tea :D

Head down town to search for SASA
PS then Wisma,
Oh lord we spent a-l-o-t! Like seriously haha :x

Trained back to AMK, head to Khatib find KOAI :/
Went to Tampines
Had my dinner, Chicken chop with spaghetti and pretty egg
(ps/ My top is orange de lo :( Qi!)

Addicted to soft drinks :(
Life's difficult without it, and we went IKEA!

Did some shopping there
Which reminds me the blogshop didn't reply me and i guess i can't get the top :|
Had a long ride home

Precious brought me out for supper :s
Had prata,
and my KOAI 'er' dao le

Hao xi huan ni oh, I guess we were chatting the whole while
Since my KOAI laughed at his brother,
I remembered Darling's turning 20 this year, LMAO!
Her day is coming

2010-01-15T12:43:00.003+08:00

It's so demoralising..
Oh, btw I'm like still occassionally late :x

Now my class is talking about 'Liar Game'
yy comment that the subtitles are gone before she could finish reading it
People were laughing.. Loudly..

I love KOAI

Not very determined to cut down weight,
Everytime KOAI would tempt me with foooooooooooooooood! :/
And my tv routine is like cartoon chn32,35,36

Drama chn48 then to Precious's chn5

It's really so bored!
Entertainment myself when home; sometimes don't bear to sleep
Let me get IEP, ROARS >:(

Did the circuit prototyping
Hais, test test test test test test test don't like class
Upload and tag photos
(Did my best, some I have no idea what's their name :x )

Envy chou chou can have beauty sleep,
Friday..
I want travel with KOAI!
Will KOAI bring me out today? or tml or....... not?
I want to movie marathon with K

May god bless me :)
For i'll be doing a test in hours' time and i pray for a satisfying grade!

2010-01-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

爱只有简单笔画却比想像复杂

我，我，我，我
你，你，你，你

不应该是我们都要快乐吗？

有时候，我会回想彼此是否能让对方满足，或者应该说我能让你快乐吗？

我承认我会发脾气
我承认我不会表达我的想法
我承认我的任性会让你无奈

无论如何
当我听到那些我不想听到的话，我就是不能控制我自己

如果能说不爱就不爱，我会怀疑我是否真的存在
有人说过，没有人会没有了谁而活不了
但我的世界会变得一片黑暗，就象回到了过去那段痛苦的回忆里

尽管我怎么挣扎，我还是逃不出
我已经很努力很努力地忘记过去一切的不愉快
可我也会做恶梦，被吓醒，被吓哭

爱情路真的不好走
但我们在茫茫人海中相遇，相爱；我真的觉得很幸福
因为我的生命里出现了你，一个特别的你

我不知道你会爱我多久，可是我会爱你很久很久
好讨厌自己
那个让自己失去爱爱的自己

我不是故意要为了那几句话而闹情绪，只是不想失去你而愤怒；没法把话说出口
我想我永远都没法长大，但那有何妨？
妮妮只要蛋蛋

2010-01-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Skip the details,
I just love my KOAI! Uber sweeeeeeeeeeeet~!

Didn't manage to get up to go school,
Woke up late
Precious was mumbling and i didn't hear him say he'll send me to school :(
WASTED!
(and the FACI not gonna mark anybody late!
double sadness)

Anyway,
Am looking forward to my Love breakfast, DOTA and SWIM!!
All squeeze together :D
Happiness
(after a long, long bus ride; bought my goggles @ hub)

Did my test and I should be confident and say
Welcome B (i hope)
Hahah!

Was talking to Mel,
Gotta team up for FYP and then join him for IEP (hope can be tgt)
Then we will plan for our private driving lessons!

If get in IEP together then i can clear like 16 points!!!
Omg.. FYI
Now my CE points is like 13/30 NDA 8/10 DA;DP
So the points are so very important :(

Hope I'll finish up all this before I promote to year 3
Sigh..
Don't worry, be happy :p

Waiting and waiting, oh I am on my quest on slimming down
Cannot keep on supper le
Shall sleep early and deadly (so Precious can't disturb me and tempt me with food)

2010-01-11T09:16:00.006+08:00

Travelled down to find Precious and hugged him for an hour
Been a good girl
and listened to Precious

I just want Precious
Hate that I couldn't control my emotions well but I'll change (for koai)

Hug Precious to sleep :p
Placed his phone at the cupboard; I laughed as he had to walk to it and off the alarm :x

On the way,

Shiny and sunny day

Prepared and KOAI sent me to school :D
Thus, I am so not late!

Parted with KOAI and head to class

//Time flies, as we are getting to know each other
We have been together since then

我不要做koai讨厌的妮妮
我要做koai最爱的妮妮！

Cool fb group (RAH)² (AH)³ + [ROMA (1+MA)] + (GA)² + (OOH)(LA)².

2010-01-10T15:19:00.007+08:00

[Paint Balls Day]

Precious came to fetch me and we head over to have breakfast
For some porridge
Was late already so we faster head down S'759987

I was playing the iTouch map
So funny Precious overshot then I was like eh eh, u-turn!
Finally found the place

After some time,
At last everybody reached and we started the game
The girls were in charge of taking photos!

Briefing before they start the game and oh, can you spot my Precious?
He's blocked by Anthony la!
Tried to take from different angle but still Precious was too tiny!

Group photo, total 10 of them are playing :)

Got to take photo one after another camera (must be fair what)
Poor me!
1st round I already tio the paint outside the field
My god la,

I am like feeding those creepy crawlies :(
Had a dozen bites all over!
(Precious has yet to apply anything for me)

They are like really wild creatures, and give extra upsize bites!

Taken while Precious left me in the car and went to bathe!

It was a sunny sunny day!
Extremely warm :(

Head over to Seletar Camp for dinner
Complicated place

About the wings that we ordered Level#2 is nice with a little sour taste
While the guys tried out the Level#5
They were like going through WAR!

Precious like ko ai, drank lots of water!
Had a long ride down Clarke Quay
Walked very long to find ATM machine; in the meantime Kenny fell down again
(Despite the fact he already fell twice @ Seletar)

Bad fall
Go see a doctor!
So we decided to give drinking a miss and dispersed

Precious sent me home
Strange enough, I had two different dreams about Precious

我喜欢他总是包容我的任性我喜欢他都会顺着我的意思
我喜欢他起身只因为是我把他吵醒
我喜欢他比我紧张去学校的样子

O lvl results release tml,
Goodluck?

Call me greedy I just want Precious by my side all to myself!
I should learn to be a good girl
我不想为了小事发脾气 :(

2010-01-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

Looking forward, another week is passingby
Tick Tock and there goes time

Felt blissful,
I could cuddle Precious to bed :o
Somebody to wake you up to go to school (though I'm late everyday but still)
Happy :x

Bought McDonalds over for supper
(Feeling sad cause' this ain't helping me to get anywhere slimmer)

I will get my goggles soon!
Precious would swim with me :D

Oh, they are going to have Paint Ball War tml
Am going to be the spectator!
Precious been an angel lately (to be revised)

Watched Hi My Sweetheart,
So irritating when they try to drag the show; keep on procastinating
Just like while i doze off in the bus on my way home
I received a call and couldn't sleep

Don't let me know anything if you don't tell me everything
Zzz..
Now I'm left hanging nowhere

It's time for bed, no evil thoughts; call me greedy!!
Tml rise and shine
Awaiting to see my Precious!
Love love*

I will remember the promise Precious made this morning :p
2 in fact

2010-01-07T15:19:00.002+08:00

Please einein, be a good girl and learn to be contented!
Precious been accompanying me
Happy :)

It's nauseous to route and unroute the layout
Feel so sick now..

Zhi xiang lai zhe dandan :x
Well, it's time to rest and let Precious rest too
I shall go home and sleep!
Perhaps TV

2010-01-06T13:44:00.003+08:00

Breakfast of the day!

It don't look as cute as the other time Precious made it
At least, it's filled with love :p

After my lovely breakfast, changed and went down for intensive swimming lesson!
Chou Precious made me swam 5 laps (to and fro 10 times)
I almost died

Come on,
I have not been exercising for the past few YEARS!
ROARS :o
(After swimming my nails cui le, but it's alright; I shall slim down!)

Cannot let Precious look down
(MUST NOT!)

Now I'm home supposedly to prepare to go to school for UT
Taking my own sweet time :/
After test meeting Precious up for mooooooooooovieeeeeeeeee & buy goggles!
I suppose Precious will let me eat :p

(Had a heavy supper ytd, ba chor mee and a cheese prata! LAUGHS*)

To stop myself from getting any fatter,
I will swim! (more)
Though I suck at it, I'll persevere with pride :p

Alright!
Miss that smelly smelly; time to go school!
Argh :(

-

Met up with Precious for dinner, yum!
Me like :D

Watched Chipmunks 2
Theo is sooooooooooo adorable! So so cute haha and chubby :x

Well, as always people can't 'see' themselves
They could be such a jerk
Going around and break people's heart

Isn't it better to be loving than to be self-centered?

Just totally irritated by the character of "Alvin"
The world is not just about you and yourself!
Dork :/

Well, Precious is meeting einein now
I shall join him soon!

2010-01-05T11:04:00.003+08:00

Can't deny that it hurts but I gotta understand
Won't hold on to it cause' it ain't worth the tears

Precious was so, so, so mean!
(Wouldn't elaborate, he knows it all!) qi!

First day of school, it was such a bore
I wish I could kill boredom instead of the other way round!
Watched Hi, my Sweetheart
& Autumn's Concerto

At times, it's sort of frustrating to see the characters holding back their words and keep secrets from each other or even lie :(

It all complicates and result in a mess

Precious dialed while I was on my way home; my phone died half way talking :x
Packet food back and watched Scooby Doo!
Bored of it and went to bed

Woke up to submit RJ off to lie on bed
Precious called :)
Chatted for awhile and proceed to DANIEland; gotta think of punishment!!

Testing, Once upon a time in DANIEland, there live a PIGdandan who fell in love with NIENIE :p

2010-01-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

Had MJ session over Jia Yin's place

Went to fetch Precious and we head over to PS foodcourt
First time trying Pepper Lunch
(I know a bit slow -.- )

Love!

After dinner,
Came to the decision of heading back for another round

First we went shopping @ Carrefour
Bought gummies! :D

Reached our destination and start to play :p

Got Precious to play for me for awhile
Laughs!* (qi! )
Conclusion: He should DOTA, I should MJ

Won a zi mo hua shang man tai;
Which makes me the overall winner, lucky!
Back home and Precious made food for me to eat as I was hun-ge-ry

Concuss till 3 plus and awake!

2010-01-02T08:44:00.002+08:00

Precious was rearranging his room the whole day :(
I faced the boring screen;
Couldn't take it and went to bed early

Heard the phone rang,
Precious came to find me :D

We went to have a ride down S.park to stroll
To our surprise it's quite happening, everywhere were campers!
Had the round round ice-cream :p

Call up darling for supper,
As usual she's playing dota; fetch the dota couple along for supper
:o

Malay food

Precious sent me home, slept and woke up with terrible ache
Tried to sleep
Failed and start to roll :(

痛到哭了

Charge to toilet and puke early in the morning,
the remains of my supper -.-'''
(It still hurts)

pain pain pain pain pain pain
I want bite Precious >:(

2010-01-01T00:05:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year!
2010 :)

It seems like 2009 passby rather fast, really fast..
Which then reminds me that Time waits for no man, cruel& scary indeed..

Spend your time wisely,
If you're not doing anything constructive; at least spend your time with your loved ones
'At least'

Life's been blissful :D
有人疼，有人爱，有人宠，有人哄，有人陪

We shall learn to give and take; and bear in mind don't be calculative over giving more or taking less kind of thing
Life's been fair enough for you're living in Singapore and not Africa

Alright, this is my breakfast
Yes, magee..
With lots of love haha! :p

Request Precious to play dota let me see :)
Better to watch than play

I was literally disturbing Precious while he's playing :x
Not annoyed at all hehe
Head home to prepare and fly to work @ Boon Keng with Sylvia

Travelled to PS
Waited for Precious for a long, long time
Seems shorter as I go on a shopping tour round the different levels

Got myself a new top!

In search for the toilet to change,
Suddenly I found Precious walking towards me :o
I was surprised; thinking how he found me as I missed his 'miss call'

After a long walk, finally settled down @ Lover's Hut?
Had their set meal; didn't take the soup :x

Appetiser: Tofu

Main course: Something grilled :x

Dessert: Warm brownie with Vanilla ice-cream

As we were eating half way, I suddenly ask Precious
Me: aiai, what if this is Vegeterian?
Precious: *yuck* disgusted

But seriously it's really vegeterian lo..
Towards the end then we noticed, for the whole while we have no idea and can't tell what is the food made up of

Silly!
Oh and to mention my Precious dislike carrots
It happen that there's some in the soup; I made Precious ate it! :D
Loves*!

aiai: 你是第一个能让我吃下它的 (something like that, but like awesome Precious ate it for me :p )

My No.1 love :D

Stroll back to P.S. and bought sweets..
It's time for me to go home and I got Precious to walk me to take train :)
Mad happy

Finally reached home,
Gotta change and wash up; Precious's out to drink, ~~drunk~~, ~~drama~~!

很高兴当妮妮要见蛋蛋的时候，蛋蛋都会出现
虽然蛋蛋的嘴巴有时候很坏，但妮妮也不忍心气蛋蛋太久

It feels so magical, from the day I randomly met Precious
Felt the love that melts my heart :)

Talking about NYR, just wish that everybody's healthy and happy!
and, and.. I'll grow up :x

2009-12-30T20:12:00.001+08:00

Grumpy, PUI!
Shit you PMS, shit shit shit you! @:

2009-12-29T19:56:00.003+08:00

Requested for a walk, thinking it would(should) be 'quite' early
Ended up seeing Precious close to 1am
qi!

Drop the idea of strolling, (perhaps other day)
Head for supper!
Ba chor meeeeee, 蛋蛋要学习跟妮妮讲话而不是讲妮妮

Bought some ingredient to add on for my
BREAKFAST!! :D
Love Loves*

Alright, no laughing
It was plain white congee after I add in any oh how it became like this :p

Been an angel :)
Finish up everything, clean and wash the dishes( erhems! oo playing dota :x )

Sat beside him and watch him play :o
The Panda hero like so cuteeee

Head out soon after, took bus towards Sim Lim
And my Precious fell asleep

He claims that he didn't feel a thing when i lay on his shoulder and took the shot
Piggy!!

Had our lunch, oh... we went to pray too :D

Love my Precious!
Took bus back and watched Precious swim (being proud of his 'a' ) qi!

Now I'm home, oo's out for yet another wedding dinner
Should i lock my blog?
It seems too much of a hassle, sigh

Shall see when he'll teach me swim (oo's mean to laugh at me; the time where he pulled me in the pool and I thought i'll drown and die -.- )

2009-12-27T16:52:00.000+08:00

Mysterious Winnie the Pooh
:o

2009-12-27T15:46:00.003+08:00

ai ai dan dan

Rest at home, thought of watching some cartoon yet nothing nice
Initially, thought of going Bugis

But,
My Precious jiajia anyhow board a bus ended up in Thomson.P
I asked: Thomson or Novena
Precious: Thomson or Thomson, ok let's go Thomson

Qi!

Had our dinner there and head to FairPrice Finest(extra& finest got diff meh?)
Walked around with our ice cream!
Precious was acting like a kid, searching for his 'hard' sweet

I wanted jelly :D
(fyi, the poor little jellies are being frozed and just eaten by Monster dandan)
Self proclaimed monsterously cute
Tsk Tsk...

Had a little walk and little chat :p
Precious went to DOTA,
While I watched the 40 year old virgin; almost died half way so LAME!

And oh,
There's like Liar Liar, watched a little of Guess Show
Jacky is still as lame

'I'm inspired to drive like Bento!' LOL :x
Well, that's if I get my toot license
Now I am stucked at home, feeling super full after eating McSpicy meal!!

Love love*!
Life's so unpredictable, it all seems like taking a roller coaster ride everyday
Too much excitement; unwanted disappointment
I wish people don't fly too high, drop too hard!

2009-12-26T13:56:00.004+08:00

Nothing special about Christmas actually
Am glad that I still have my Precious beside me :)

Best gift of the year? :p

This is how my nailart ended up;
I've got my nails done in blue including toes just that one is in solid colour, the other glittery

Now, now..

Met up with Precious for my meal as I was not-so-happy with him thus I didn't eat for 2 days -.-
Totally hungry!!

Had him to decide everything :D

Head over to get KOI bubble tea; and hub to get some accessories
Hearts* Precious!
:)

Well, trained to Dhoby (am still laughing at Precious not being able to drive to town :p I guess GPS is not enough eh!)
Walked the whole PS, to no avail I can't find the watch shop :(

Am a little hungry;
Went in KFC for some cheese fries! Yummy :p

My rebellious dandan has not been nice for avoiding my camera!

Looking out for Precious queueing up

My Precious returning with the tray of foooooooood :D

Went up to meet the others for the movie 'Sherlock Holmes'
Enjoyed it!
Love Precious; we went in a group of 15 people so we basically occupied the entire row!

After movie, drove to Bugis for pool @ Pool Fusion II
Then for supper :D
Had Tom Yum Bee Hoon Soup, hot & spicy & SOUR!!

Best :D

Precious sent me home and I finally got what I've been pestering him(the photo) for hours! Qi!
Really is PUUUUUUUUU EEEEEEEE! :p

Looking all smiley

Now that it's a brand new day and raining heavily :/
Precious's lazy to get out!
Hmph

[我要蛋蛋有事没事都打给我] <3

2009-12-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

Totally exhausted
Skip all the happiness, hold on to the misery
Not in the mood

Call me grumpy, shingz it -.-
pui
pui
pui
pui
pui pui pui
pui pui pui
pui pui pui
pui!!!!!

Come to think of that everything is so not nice; kind of sad
It's time to move on
Though the pain still lingers
We gotta fake a smile

It was rather upsetting to hear oo say he don't love me
Regardless, it hurts a lot

He pushed me down the bed
Now i got blue black; it's just the lack of expression that will lead to differ conclusion

It's just me

I just love to throw tantrum, what can i do?
Am just so sensitive, what can you do?

Moving on,

Precious was sweet in the morning to wake me up and prepare breakfast for me :)
Looks cute and appetising
Too bad, phone low batt can't capture it

Sent me off to the bus stop!

head early to Paya Lebar (which i still doesn't have a clue why as our workplace is at like jurong shipping company)
Waited for very long, cant contact anybody as my phone went freaking flat!!

Changed and began to serve 5 barrels of beer with Cesy
Even the workers could notice my hands were trembling

Kind souls help us get ice cream and a bit of snacks as we were just too hungry
And that happen to be my meal of the day

Bear with the pain
And walked/stand throughout the 4 hours or so and chat with Cesy
Had a ride to Taka; head towards FarEast for pedi and mani

:D
It feels great to finally end the torture of walking in the heels
Done my nails with Cesy
Satisfied with the result; conclusion we spent more than we earned -.-

Had a sudden feel and went to get *

Nevertheless, Christmas has not been great for me at least
I think it just suck
I feel so retarded to reject the Latin Fiesta job
but Who cares?

I'm not in the mood!!
and I realised I've not been claiming money all year round, poor me
Merry Christmas, I'm officially ill now
Thank you Santa

2009-12-21T12:00:00.006+08:00

Decided that I quit dota, at least I won't be playing now and then
Precious went for wedding dinner,
Waited at home
Guess I won't be able to meet him so I went DANIEland..

Woke up super early and got ready to go JBP
Found my way there

Changed to the costume with Moon

Oh god, it's torturing we were whining throughout the session, the head & shoulder gear was oh so painful..

After work, woke Precious up and ask him to bring me for breakfast :D
Had Xin Wang @ Yishun
Which soon after Precious(my quan quan) was pissed :/

Me no like >:(

Went home and chat with Precious
Nap awhile and he woke me up in the evening for dinner :)
Went 925 for chicken rice& rojak

Yummy!

Head down to The Central to get my pay, roam around
and TAOYAN NAH!
Spotted one accessories shop and Precious bought a little gift for me :p
Bus-ed home!

Waited for oo for an hour, where the cold wind blows :(

Now that it's monday, It's k time!!!
xiao lian eh, don't think only you can break the glass ok; you've got strong competitor :D
Gotta buy food for ahgong!

Miss OO, from XX

Forget about the face; this is the Peacock costume

2009-12-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

After intensive dota, I head out to find Precious
Alight at the next stop and got myself lost for half an hour :(
Was hungry thus dd went to cook :D

Next morning, had a bet with dd that I won't be late
I was 10mins off the meeting time,
Precious predict i'll be late,late,late and he came later >:(

Went to get the movie ticket for AVATAR !
and head down basement for brunch :x

Had Thai pineapple rice and clever us went up to E-max
Aftermath, I wasted my brunch
My stomach was so weak after playing L4D2 :(

Precious was giddy too!

Sat in the threatre for 3 hours, oh my tian..
Too much to tell, to show; it's mentally & physically challenging :x

I'ma neutral about the movie, sometimes you need to fight for what you want to protect and fight for the ones you love

Precious's sweet to take the train with me :)
Mega sweetness, finish dating Part I and now Part II time to own the heros!!
Let's GODLIKE!!

2009-12-17T08:41:00.003+08:00

I don't know how many times I gotta hate myself but this time I'ma hating myself once again
No matter how many angels I've around me
They can't be with/for me 24/7

edited

2009-12-16T14:05:00.002+08:00

Happy holidays people!
Did rebonding and had a haircut over FarEast with bao mu
Sat over the fountain @ Taka and eat Tori-Q

Walked to the station and head home
Dota! :D
I guess i went to DANIEland soon after; been sleeping loads lately
tsk tsk..

Been missing my Precious much much..
Just had this uneasy feeling

Had not been eating the whole day -.-
Shall eat soon and now it's SPONGEBOB time! perhaps DOTA after that :p
I thank God for sending angels to be there for me :)

2009-12-13T14:24:00.002+08:00

Greetings!
I've been an angel, attend school daily :)
Great week, it could all be good yet you can't stop the unexpected from coming..

Hope i would be able to work since it's holiday!
Prolly with Cesy ^^
Just towards the end then i found myself company in school :p
Better than nothing!

Had an outing with W25H over Bugis
WE were exhausted :/
Seriously can like just stone; trained home oh and sweet dreams :D

Head out with Precious on Saturday!
I bought 2 sweaters over Mango and walked around to get the present'
Dine over BK, we spent hours chilling @ Spinelle(or what I don't know)

Back with precious.
我也第一次对蛋蛋说我第一次说的不想失去蛋蛋

2009-12-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

Xing fu ness, Head over Swensens for lunch and had a Pink balloon -.-
Uber retarded with people looking at you with o.0 eyes

Met up with my lovely classmates to study!
Precious is mega sweet!
I studied and he came to fetch me :D hearts*

Hang around and had supper; dinner was magee over 7-11
Aftermath, i had major tummy pain :(
It hurt the whole night and precious didn't hear me whine

Woke up in the morning, got precious up too :x
Had a shower slowly and head to school
Thought i was late who knows the Faci was even later than me :p

The bus was like speeding for me
Owning already :x

Before i set off,
Precious told me: Nienie it's time to jian fei le
Nienie: :(

Had a long day in school, went Lab too
Wonder what grade i'll get, like horrible; UT was the worst finale
It's all over, had dinner over BotakJones

Totally exhausted can?
Am falling sick i guess, throat's hurting :o
My precious didn't take good care of me lo, zhen shi de :p
Ordered a oversized tee dress top!

I'll be doing what I'ma supposed to do! Toodles :D

2009-12-09T12:58:00.004+08:00

Had my precious to wake me up early in the morning
Got up diligently and had a nice, sweet bath
Before heading to school, kissed my Precious goodbye :D

Had I. to wake me up too!
Poor poor, really got spam calls and msg Haha!

Was early(earlier) for class; surprisingly everybody's amazed o.o
And go Wow, Wa :/
but Hey, i might not attend class daily; I'm punctual k! :x

Turned in early that night, woken up by phone call twice,
Chatted with precious for hours and back to DANieland

Heard the calling and texts coming in;
Got up to prepare but too slow le; was late :/

A kind soul waited for me; theoretically we are supposed to be mark late
My faci's awesome; marked us Present :D
Hearts*

Moodswing night
I have no idea what to do since the moment I woke up, am lazy to head down to RP to study
Shall dota, and shingz blogger!! shit you for making me retype again and AGAIN!
Geeeeeeez -.-

2009-12-06T17:49:00.002+08:00

GODLIKE!
ok so you see I was DOTA-ing much lately.. :/
A bit sadistic, like to see all the AI die!

Having my E204 UT2 on Thursday, i shall dedicated my weekdays for studying :x
I see the 6p totally catch no ball :(

Just finish DOTA with darling
V set as away
My precious whole day missing, shakes head*

Anyone nothing to do can find me, I am uber free!! :D
like for weeks- till January -.-
Oh, and it's time for shopping !!! ROARS

I totally, utterly, seriously, ridiculously detest the thought of spending my time alone

2009-12-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

Cool day over in school,
design the circuit on Pspice OrCad used the WHOLE day!

Was feeling dumb as I wasted a lot of time editing something unecessary..
Should have checked luh! :(
Like kana laughed lo.. taoyan!

Rushed home, switch channel for ahgong and bathe;
Rushed off to meet Precious for dinner
Bought tickets for 'Couples Retreat' heart heart*
Had Lemony Dory over at NYNY

Roam around till the movie starts :)
Enjoyable
Aftermath, precious sent me home yet due to my wilfulness
The pretty night ended ugly

I hate myself for relying on precious so much;
Each time i just can't bear to part and ended up throwing tantrum

Was moody all the while
Not that precious didn't keep me company, just that i had him upset
Hate that feeling, I LOVE YOU!

我知道蛋蛋爱我可是我却那么任性，好伤心

Saturday, everyone's out to work and party!
I'm stuck at home missing my love :x
tsk tsk tsk..

and... for the don't know how many times *'s doing it again- testing my patience
By hook or by crook, I'll get back what's mine
& wish that I have nothing to do with * anymore

2009-12-05T13:34:00.001+08:00

The truth is, I hate thyself.

2009-12-02T15:29:00.002+08:00

Precious is sweet to come fetch me :)
Hearts many!

Head over to Yishun to have supper?
dd is having evil thoughts; preventing me from studying my FTT!
Being my distraction the whole night
But, my dd sweet luh wake up make breakfast for me to eat <3
有什么比起床时就有爱人在身旁给你一个吻然后准备早餐给你吃

Bathe then go off le
Did i mentioned that i can ridiculously miss like 4 buses in a row?
The trial test is like 50mins and I was alrdy more than half hour late -.-

AMEN
Thank god that i PASSED!
yet he's going to pray everyday i fail my TP :/

'Hui tou shi an' ok dd, lai nn teach you the right way :D
No violence k!

Back home, Sis out for bbq
So it's just me and ahgong at home only; sigh -.-
MI XIU MI XIU!

Sometimes i wonder why one tries so hard to get what they can't get and neglects what's around them that just might slip away from their hands
One should reach out for those who are close to them and not something out of reach isn't it?

2009-11-29T14:38:00.003+08:00

It's two and not one, give& take not give or take

幸福如履薄冰，想到这一点心不时感到悲伤
也许我把*看得太重才会再次弄得遍体鳞伤
快乐与不快乐都被操控着

但，
我喜欢你
我喜欢你在我身旁
我喜欢你在我身旁牵着我的手
我喜欢你在我身旁牵着我的手一起走

我喜欢吃东西的时候你都会坐在我身旁
我喜欢走路的时候都有你在我身旁
我喜欢在不开心的时候你都会出现在我面前
我喜欢在旁边静静地看着你傻傻的模样
我喜欢那种被保护被宠爱的感觉
我喜欢睡觉时有你在身旁让我安心入睡

虽然当你赖在床上没送我的时候；心里有点不舍与气愤
但我喜欢你会对我说：妮妮你知道我是爱你的

偶尔，
你会酸我，会凶我，可是我会原谅你的 :x

2009-11-27T13:35:00.001+08:00

自己想，自己爽
我不喜欢的自己又回来了；可是我真的对人类很失望
尤其是你你你你你！！

2009-11-25T21:56:00.002+08:00

I wanna be wiser!!

What's wrong with humanity; what's with the selfishness when we are lack of selflessness?
No matter who you are, where you are , what you are
When it's time, it's time that it'll all end

So why some people could choose to be so ugly and inhumane
Another could sacrifice without hesitation
Afterall, they are still living on the same planet Earth :/

"The world is coming to an end"
Some accept it, some says it's bullshit, some rejected it
Regardless, how does one feel about everything that is here at risk of becoming nothing

Well, it's kind of scary; too much for me to take actually
Nobody knows or have a clue whether that day will come or not, or how soon?
Just because it seems insignificant, not practical

People just take their time and do their things
Plan and plan , dream and dream
So at the end of the day you will spend your whole lifetime accomplishing what's 'required'
And that when you actually have a deadline;

By then you will push yourself to the max and do all sorts of this and that within a short period of time; before it all ends
It's like your last struggle; how pathetic

When will people start to realise and learn that every single day is precious and treasure?
Frankly speaking, I thought that when you are losing it, lost it, feel the pain, learn the hard way then probably you'll know how foolish you were all the while

Random thought after 2012 with dd
Like a bit dumb but oh well :x

好喜欢有蛋蛋在身边的感觉 xoxo

2009-11-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

我一点都不喜欢生病的蛋蛋

Stoneing away at home these few days; played mahjong over Jy's place with Ces and Kev
Had supper after that long long session
Precious came to pick me up :D

Don't want to face that helpless me
Don't want to face that fear in me

No matter how much you want to forget, at times there'll be flashbacks
It hurts, it weakens you
But now I believe that when there's faith in love, you'll be stronger and move on

我不知也不管很久很久是多久，只要我有你在身边；感受到那份在乎已经是最幸福的事

LOVELOVE!
Hi my sweet heart, Autumn concerto!
任光稀你怎么能忘了梁慕橙

2009-11-21T20:58:00.004+08:00

Autumn's Concerto 我爱他

Be glad I'm gonna pass my tests; Shingz that my PP seem so screwed
Don't want to think about it le! ARgh

Finally it's all over, perhaps left with Wed
I still can't get over this morning!
Dang! :@
*Faster forget and get over it* No turning back!
PASS!

My precious's ill now!
Current status: concuss on his bed for Day xxx Laughs! :x
Get well ah
妮妮爱的蛋蛋，不然... :p

Recently Darling has been throwing me all the temptations that I can't resist;
that is Shopping of course
Ordered a bag, a dress, a top :x
Please make it last!

Hahas..
I need ~~some~~ much self control :p for I'll be good and make dd proud I spend wisely :D

Now what shall i do....?

2009-11-19T12:37:00.003+08:00

Sweet.
Hi my sweetheart & xia yi zhan xing fu :)
Let's twit

e201 holy paper's done now down with dd's <3 breakfast to enter my stomach! Wahaha..
UT PP i'll be waiting! :/

Edited

Out with dd to have our meal despite the rainy weather;
Regardless we made our way to AMK after meal

Tried to find shops that print my poster
Sad case.

My precious was all worn out!
He needs his beauty sleep :x LOL

Feels esp. lethargic when it's a rainy cool weather, peaceful and quiet which makes you sleepy and.. most imptly it's PMS day which made me feel extra tired

Shall see when i'll see my dd again;
Maybe dota later
Poster push till tomorrow then print @ parklane
I'm bored! The dramas ain't there :(

2009-11-17T22:04:00.004+08:00

I miss you, you, you and you!
Random

I miss chatting with you
I miss cursing with you
I miss skipping class with you
I miss eating tgt with you
I miss singing with you
I miss being anti social with you
I miss doing rj last minute with you
I miss presenting with you
I miss singing with you
I miss doing ppt beside you
I miss going home tgt with you
I miss eating dinner with you
I miss sharing nonsense with you
I miss complaining with you
I miss talking to you when i'm down
I miss how you laugh at ppl and feel bad
I miss hanging out with you
I miss you!

oaobff

2009-11-17T12:01:00.003+08:00

How blur, it should be everything cramped in this week :(
I hate to have the "running-out-of-time" feeling.
Regardless,
I'll do my test later on and continue my poster?
I guess i have time to come up with the DE II holy paper :/
Chaotic

2009-11-16T09:11:00.002+08:00

自找-
很多事情是要自己找的；

I miss you so, head to school from dd's *love love!
Dread the thought of lesson though :/

2009-11-15T13:22:00.002+08:00

我的爱

Words can't describe, the feeling that i'm experiencing
Perhaps if you could feel what i feel
You'll know what's 爱与被爱

2009-11-14T12:38:00.003+08:00

There's always 2 sides to every story, but.....
At times we wishfully believe one side
Just.. one side

Obviously, not the big picture thus resulting in misunderstandings
nn when will you learn?

Had a long, long ride on my own
Listening to the same song on ipod replaying for hours

Regardless,
我还是只要蛋蛋！
Not forgetting dd 1,2,3,4.........!

2009-11-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

Out of reach.

2009-11-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

Thy great depression is ~~dominating~~; beyond godlike!!
Somebody kill him!!

2009-11-11T18:24:00.002+08:00

Upcoming Tues with E207 CS UT, Fri with E201 DE II UT :(
Saturday will be the assignment of my PP!

Freaking hell;
The printing is like $18/A1 + $5 for lamination *2
If fail like wasted :x

Till another Wed test in the late morning till noon :D
Inbetween I'll just do the preparations.
DOTA pass time !.

Went out for Ce trips today;
It's tragic as I was like dozing off but I did my best to open my eyes :x
Tired and tired!!!

<3 dd

2009-11-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

As I've mention earlier on, on how fascinated I was after watching ahboy DOTA! I imitated his playing style and own the stupid AI easily with the most beautiful result ever from my DOTA history :x

Happy can :)
Slowly play, disappointed in homosepians thus the preference of playing with AI

Now that I know how the connections work on strip board.....
I've to seriously do something with my hand
Don't know why it's so shaky

Sigh.!
Ce activities awaits :D

Shall go do the booking and registeration soon!
Test together!
Jiayou DANIE <3

2009-11-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

Monday - blue
Tuesday - yellow
Wednesday - green
Thursday - brown
Friday - black
Saturday - white
Sunday - undefined

Stop everything.! It's time to leave, thy the reason of thou misery
Goodbye my friend.

2009-11-08T14:40:00.004+08:00

When you get what you want, you want it more- Greed

I guess accepting that nothing is perfect will do.

When you don't have it, you want it
When you have it, you neglect it

Priority, no longer do I have the power to differentiate what's first and what's next..
Living day and night together
Everyday is the same, no longer monday to sunday difference

It's shopping spree!.
With my beloved sister down town :o

Body shop, SaSa, DMK, Baleno, Nails Treatmentz
Whole day of intensive shopping cost us heartaches; poor oh poor acc
Pastamania for lunch/dinner?

POKER KING! :D
f,female . m,male.

m:我好孤独啊
f:是吗？我不孤独，但我好寂寞
*eye contact*
f:那你看到了我的寂寞，你几时让我看你的孤独？

Louis Khoo is fantabulous :p
Comedy to pass time, just entertaining afterwhich i head home to prepare
and RUN to meet dd :x

Hehe..
PH for the night, felt like a 不倒翁 :p but got dd catch me
(though he claim he'll *kick* me and watch me fly)

Wanted to go ANTZ but too late, had Sausage Sampler @ Mr Bean over Selegie
Home.

as usual dd will forget about what he promised/said
but think and look back,
he's still the dd i love; looking forward i'll be that memory that stores his words and sets alarm to remind!

The day to pray ahma. Where are you? I missed you so
pokerking, 每晚的十二点，要你想我一次

oh, dota before heading out :x

Back home round noon, AI with darling; waiting for ahboy to be back for more!
Too fascinated after watching ahboy play
Like holyshit!

Miss my 坏蛋 ! :D

2009-11-07T01:58:00.002+08:00

Do what you do, done what you say
Wire wrapping for PCB!

Shopping spree;
somehow one has to control, resist the temptation
paranormal activity with dd ;

Felt super nauseous it's holy, ain't scary but just makes me wanna puke
Recovered and happily eating dd's eggy :D

Let's pray for Saturday :)
i won't..

2009-11-04T12:49:00.001+08:00

All ready for test!
Thanks wp, and my beloved Comms. faci :)

Don't wish for rewind, Pray for fast-forward!
Cos' one ain't that tough to take the heartache all over again..

2009-11-03T21:20:00.003+08:00

Fruitful day in school.
:)

It's just that feeling all over again -.-
I'll just be a hardworking girl and study!

I hate my heart!

2009-11-01T22:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, all the happy days just blind you and at the end of the day all that's left is emptyness.

Random thought after playing DOTA
with SAISAI that emo shit who swallow pills -.-

2009-11-01T14:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Halloween!
Day down Cesy's to prepare take hours but still :/
Sent to Central meet up YC & Sly

Got Cesy's dress pin up
Down to get some bloody make up, blood tears
It's tickling while it's dripping :x

Cab down to PH and met up with DD and co.

Crazy packed night,
Huge crowd, loud music, all I could remember is just walking rounds

Head over to ANTZ with DD
But first, toilet to remove my "blood" and beauty-up!
:p

Happy night down ANTZ
Well, I guess I drank too fast and got wobbly :x
Nvm, got DD hold me :D

Chat with DD over the phone but i cup his phone 2 times
Not on purpose, but he can actually doze off while I was talking :(
Idiotic -.-

fbfbfbfb
Wonder why human nature is only contented for a little moment but will never be satisfied.
I want telepathy; I want somebody to l.o.v.e. me!

CHEONG SAM GHOST OF THE NIGHT
shag;
once home vomitted like no tomorrow, even my meal were being thrown out

Is it easier to put on a fake smile while your mind shuts down?

Retarded, spastic face

Plays: 就是爱你

因为大声说爱你而沙哑

Who cares what will happen while all it matters is that I'm smiling more than ever

2009-10-31T13:40:00.002+08:00

Being paranoid is like having constipation -.-
Ah, whatever

Why the sudden change?
Heading down PH with cheong sam instead of sailor
i know like wts

Take it as a lesson learnt
for being such an impulsive buyer!
Shall stick to this idea till the end, don't wanna be fickle minded :(

o DANDAN!
k, shall continue to try and win a stupid AI -.-
DOTA!

2009-10-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

Sometimes 'I love you' express all.
When it's all about DANDAN :)

ps. DOTA! dwarven sniper wahha :x

2009-10-29T14:02:00.001+08:00

it's always why this, why that and not what can i do or how can i help. Totally shingz when you think everything is boomz!

2009-10-29T01:56:00.001+08:00

W
O
M
E
N

2009-10-28T00:12:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it's better off not knowing what had already happened cause' it will only let your heart boils, totally pissed. What a great loss!

if only.. ARGH!

2009-10-26T23:04:00.004+08:00

I guess I just don't want to face it all.
How far could I escape?
So much so that I detest myself for not being myself at times

bias, bias shit
Tell me why is it so hard to get it off my mind;
Getting emotionally unstable the feeling just sucked! Felt like I'm the worst -.-

Can't help it I guess,
Relating women and moodswings?

It's kinda sad to think that people don't care and care
Seriously it's hard to please!
Paranoid :(

2009-10-26T00:32:00.003+08:00

My day starts with..
Loads of chores many not loads but still when I woke
First thing is to shift bamboos of clothes in

Followed by buying those stupid dairy products

Heavy!
Had my meal and off for DANDAN :D

Whatever it is, I got it!
Impulsive?

Extra loot that happen to drop in too :)
POOPOO!

Happy is the word, Loved is the feeling.

^{You're not worth the heartache, pack and leave we shall soon!}

2009-10-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

There'll always be ups and downs, but all that matters is how you handle the situation.
It's impossible to be living life the way you want it to be.

Just like people rather live in a dream than live in a lie
Think again,
Where dreams are fake, where lies are real

Sometimes you may think you are walking,
but others are chasing after you

Bonus

Happy week I suppose, feeling real smart on Friday
entertained by the retarded "SHINGZ" video
oh god,
What's the next BOOMZ word?

Planning to work but in the end..
oh well,
There'll be other chances waiting for me :p

Went for a hair cut @ Hub
The stylist happened to curl my hair to show me how i'll look like
Kind of like it?
Upcoming hairstyle: chen xin yi makeover hairdo :)

Had supper with d together with 2 spastic traumatised toots
Horrible,
I suppose I was exhausted
Fell asleep like in just a few minutes :p

Town with d,
Had our pasta and head over to arcade :D

My new collection,
which d name it Pu Bor and then changed to NIENIE 2

ohmyGOD!
I tell you, I am so addicted to DOTA & L4D
perhaps just for today or rather because d played it with me :)

Didn't feel headache or whatever,

So playing it again!
d was being irritating for planting bombs all around and suicide with me
Still fun :D

Love d much,

2009-10-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

My new toy, NIENIE *LOVES!
Got it in PS arcade however I guess I'm too weak;
had a buffet and I vomitted twice :/

NIENIE with the basketball machine :D
Sha dan you see.. I got evidence!

On the way to find dumb with NIENIE occupying priority seat :x
Isn't it adorable?
And i got my tomato egg breakfast w/ milo when I woke,

Cycled with double d double DUMB! :D

Always there to make me happy, am glad that I have you by my side to walk down the road.
Though you are tired, though i could be nonsensical
You'll always be there for me <3

Tell me I'm a lucky girl!
Nights d; me no like you, me love you :)

2009-10-22T13:27:00.001+08:00

It's better not said.
*plays New soul - Yael Naim

2009-10-21T12:47:00.000+08:00

15DEC-3JAN *loves!

COOL NOT?
Waiting for my holiday! Soon it shall arrive and hug me tight :D

My headache seem to recover miraculously;
perhaps I don't need to bother much over the nerve wrecking issue :o
*plays Lenka - The Show

Supper with sha dan;
I saved him from missing his lesson today :D
Meaningful contribution!

我也好想说我也好爱好爱我的傻蛋啊 :/

2009-10-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

Tired of waiting; stop wasting my time.

2009-10-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

Addicted to fb, hooked on to LJ comm.
what's next?
fyi: lj comm. is Livejournal community :)
omg..
SHOPPING MOOD MAX!

Tao yan la :(
Haven't gotten my money back, how to survive?
I WANT MUMMY!!
it's time to get out of town..(soon)

Rest today, big event tml sigh.
despite the exciting shopping spree plan; i felt empty
where's my daily supplement?
fallen all too deep in L. w/ you;
good news?/bad news?　regardless, わたしわ本当にすきだよ！

2009-10-18T12:01:00.000+08:00

Rewinds back to Friday, dragged myself to school
apparently I was just an empty shell w/o my soul.

Felt terrible throughout the day;
somehow i realised that when I've not enough sleep i seem more hyper
than me having sufficent sleep. Mel pointed it out. Laughs!

Finish up LEO workspace then off to station

While i was in the train, am irritated by those kiasu people who squeeze here push there to get a pathetic seat to sit -.-

Home to packet and prepare.
I was late . again . I'm infected by Cesy disease! roars :/

Night down powerhouse, thumbs down

Terrible music, retro till i thought i was in some sort of alien outer space
and i seriously think that
the theme is like totally dedicated to 'them* F12 face

Many many people celebrating deepavali, PH is esp. dark

Left early with dumb.
Head over to have dim sum for supper :D

Yayness. sha dan remember what he promised and
we head over AMK to catch Surrogates
after yummy dinner @ S-11 :)

At times, people are constantly aiming for perfection;
Amazing power? stunning appearance? incredibly ingenius?

We always overlooked a lot of things that is happening
around us and people who are just right beside us.

All blinded with what they are pursuing, where they believe that it's best to achieve this and that.

However, belief is not just idea that your mind possesses, it's also idea that possesses your mind.

Home after movie :)
Love love my dumb dumb for accompanying me all the while
despite his upcoming tests <3

CAFEWORLD @ FB !
such long post .. btw PMS! cheers :D

2009-10-16T09:21:00.001+08:00

It restarted.

2009-10-15T09:01:00.000+08:00

Did some soul searching and decided to head down Powerhouse with lovely Cesy and pretty Suky.

Dumb happen to forget what he promised,
in order to repent and pay the price; he arrived at PH sincerely*
:)

I'ma up the whole night and here i am in RP
and he is happily dreaming in his lalaland ! :@ unfair world!
My eyes are seeing stars, gone any minute

Bye world!
<3 enjoyed in PH and supper down Jalan Kayu!

2009-10-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it really hurts to fall and hit the ground. It really, really tears you apart to see the images flashing through once again.

cause i know if i'm falling, you won't, let me hit the ground
and if the boat is sinking, i know, you won't let me drown

ばか！愛してる <3

A living experience

First trip with KOAI

ばか！愛してる　<3